thanks god November is over! i felt that i was stuck in that stupid month! it was awful! anyway im finally realizing how stupid i am . xD i mean ive been whiping for a guy that probably doesn't even remeber who i am at all! xD ahaha and i got to stop that seriously, but sometimes is so hard! people are always telling me that hes no worth it. [he's not] and well its easier said that done .. =l